you know whats really fucking stupid? when you do shit to me like touch my neck or interrupt me or make fun of me or blow on my stomach even though you know i hate it. but if i do any shit like that to you, you snap at me and make me feel bad or like im some kind of idiot. its the same shit people have been doing to me for years and im fucking sick of it. i listen to you rant about league and talk about you shit all day happily but when i am talking about something i am excited about, i get a half assed listen or you take over the conversation again. i know you love me and i know you care but honestly im fucking sick of being snapped at and talked down to. it fucking pisses me off especially when you deny that you ever did it. why do people deny when things happen. it drives me crazy. like my parents do it when anything uncomfortable or touchy happens and it makes me feel insane. absolutely insane. and you of all people are the last one who needs to make me feel crazier than i already am